Old School Rap while gettin crushed

My buddy Taylor and I are sitting here grinding online and listening to old school rap. We all have music that we like to listen to when we play ( I stopped watching TV while playing b/c u miss so much info on opponents). So I find this channel in the 600's (lol) and it's got Heavy D, Notorius B.I.G., Tupac Outkast, Kid N Play and much more and I'm running like ass so this station might be gone.

Taylor got 2nd in a tourney so he likes the channel but this is my house :)

I scheduled my flight for Las Vegas although I am honestly sick of that town but will be at The Venetian for their series and in between might take trip to Tennessee to hang out with my buddy Chris Moneymaker who is in Destin with his beautiful family for Spring Break. Then I imagine the bright lights of Pendleton, Oregon (lmao) will be calling.

I might write later if someting is noteworthy but just a relaxing day really. I get to see my lil honey Ashley tomorrow so I can't wait as she went to spend spring break with Aunt Amy. God I miss that pretty little girl!!!!

Ok I just finished 2nd again in a tourney for 2nd night in a row and though the $ is good I hate losing no matter what. I can remember being a kid and I could never lose no matter what. I didn't get it from my mom and I never had a Dad around so I really do not know where it came from but it's just always been this way. Anyway, here is the last hand where I got sucked out on but that's just the way it goes. There is one person happy at end of 400+ runners which is why poker is so tough mentally

Full Tilt Poker Game #11304083872: Turbo Fiddy (84823505), Table 10 - 6000/12000 Ante 1500 - No Limit Hold'em - 3:22:37 ET - 2009/03/24
Seat 8: drhogue (551,977)
Seat 9: MclovinLovin (346,023)
drhogue antes 1,500
MclovinLovin antes 1,500
drhogue posts the small blind of 6,000
MclovinLovin posts the big blind of 12,000
The button is in seat #8
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to MclovinLovin [Qs Ks]
MclovinLovin: nh
drhogue raises to 24,000
MclovinLovin raises to 55,001
drhogue calls 31,001
*** FLOP *** [2h 7h Qh]
MclovinLovin bets 289,522, and is all in
drhogue calls 289,522
MclovinLovin shows [Qs Ks]
drhogue shows [8h 7d]
*** TURN *** [2h 7h Qh] [Tc]
*** RIVER *** [2h 7h Qh Tc] [Kh]
MclovinLovin shows two pair, Kings and Queens
drhogue shows a flush, King high
drhogue wins the pot (692,046) with a flush, King high
MclovinLovin stands up
drhogue stands up
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 692,046 | Rake 0
Board: [2h 7h Qh Tc Kh]
Seat 8: drhogue (small blind) showed [8h 7d] and won (692,046) with a flush, King high
Seat 9: MclovinLovin (big blind) showed [Qs Ks] and lost with two pair, Kings and Queens

Nice river card huh? Anyway, I am excited about the way I am playing and I know I am about to ship a bunch of tourneys as I am going deep in everything while running below expectation. That's it for tonight.
Russ